"Finally, it dawned on me," he said. Those huge men at his gym who insisted
they were simply lifting weights were dissembling. "There was something they
were not telling me," Mr. Keogan said. Thus Mr. Keogan, a 30-year-old salesman
who lives near Boston, entered the world of anabolic steroids testosterone and
other drugs that act like it, which can build muscle, fast.
He soon was taking 4,000 milligrams of testosterone a week, which he bought
from dealers at his gym. (A man his age normally produces about 35 milligrams a
week.) Within 20 weeks, he weighed 200 pounds. "People would look at me," he
said, and ask, "What did you do?"
Now, as more and more men, and some women, are seeking large, chiseled
bodies, more are learning the bitter secret of that look: It almost always takes
some chemical assistance, from drugs that are often are illegal but are readily
available.
Use of steroid drugs has spread over the years from weight lifters to
bodybuilders to elite athletes to high school and college athletes and to
groups, like gay men and gym aficionados, who simply want to improve their
appearance.
Recently, three high school boys in a prosperous community in Utah were
charged with smuggling the drugs from Mexico, planning to sell them to
classmates.
Steroid use is hard to quantify federal surveys of adults' drug use do not
ask about it. There is a huge underground market for anabolic steroids,
including ones approved only for horses, and steady traffic by Americans to
Mexico, where, as in many other countries, they are sold over the counter. Some
people get prescriptions from doctors who overlook the fact that the only legal
use of testosterone in the United States is to treat a real medical deficiency.
Added to that is an enormous market in nutritional supplements, which are very
loosely regulated and whose makers say they have the same effects as
testosterone.
Prescriptions for anabolic steroids have soared in recent years, to 1.5
million in 2001 from 806,000 in 1997, according to
IMS Health, a company that monitors drug
sales. But it is impossible to know how much is being taken for legitimate
medical needs.
By all accounts, a small minority of Americans use the drugs, but medical
experts are concerned. Their concern is over their own ignorance: who uses the
drugs, why, for how long, and what are the medical consequences? Is it
acceptable or recklessly dangerous to use them to alter the body? There have
been no rigorous medical studies to provide answers to fundamental questions
about long-term safety.
"There are concerns that on the one hand there may be something good here,
but on the other hand there may be a public health problem brewing," said Dr.
Marc Blackman, the clinical director and chief of the laboratory of clinical
investigation at the National Center for Complementary and Alternative Medicine
at the National Institutes of Health. "The problem is substantial, and the chasm
of ignorance is huge."
All along, there have been suspicions but very little solid evidence that
anabolic steroids and drugs that act like them can lead to serious long-term
effects, including heart attacks, strokes and cancer. There are stories that the
drugs can sometimes turn placid people violent. There are concerns that in some
sports, those who want to compete have little choice but to take them.
"The average guy will tell you that he hasn't had any problems and doesn't
know anyone who does," said Dr. Harrison G. Pope Jr., a Harvard Medical School
psychiatrist who studies bodybuilding culture. Yet, he said, there are rare
individuals who "have almost a Jekyll and Hyde personality change," becoming
aggressive and violent.
That was what worried Mr. Keogan he quit after jumping out of his car to
argue with another driver in a fit of rage, leaving his car to drift away. Now
his body has shrunk to its former size, and he struggles to lift weights that
were once a warm-up to his real lifting.
Dr. Shalender Bhasin, an endocrinologist at Charles R. Drew University in Los
Angeles, says it should not be surprising that people keep taking the drugs.
They do build muscle, decrease fat and improve athletic performance. In the
meantime, society is sending mixed messages: no one should take steroids, but
athletes should be winners and everyone should strive to be muscular.
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"There is some degree of denial and hypocrisy with the use of these
compounds," Dr. Bhasin said. "We discourage it by punishing a few people now and
then to show our displeasure, but we tolerate their use. We haven't taken a
stand as a society, and the widespread use of these agents is reflective of our
ambivalence."
A Trend Is Born Muscles Get Bigger, and So Do Steroids
John D. Fair, a competitive weight lifter and historian of weight lifting at
Georgia College and State University in Milledgeville, remembers his first foray
into the world of pumping iron. He was a senior in high school, 5 feet 11 inches
tall and just 129 pounds. He wore layers of shirts to make himself look bulkier.
"The Charles Atlas 97-pound weakling thing is for real. I've been there," he
said.
But that was 1961, a time when most men were uninterested in growing big
muscles. "I was almost embarrassed to be lifting weights," Mr. Fair said.
Coaches told athletes that if they lifted, they would become slow and
musclebound, or develop hernias and knee injuries. But no one, except a few
elite weight lifters, had even thought of using steroids, and those who did were
doing it surreptitiously.
Anabolic steroids came to weight lifting in the 1950's, when Russians began
taking testosterone and winning championships, Mr. Fair said. By 1960, a few
American weight lifters had begun secretly taking them too. Within a few years,
most elite weight lifters were using the drugs, said Terry Todd, a former
champion weight lifter who is now a historian of weight lifting at the
University of Texas at Austin.
By the end of the decade, other elite athletes had discovered the drugs. In
1969, the marathon champion Frank Shorter says, he watched a French hammer
thrower, George Frenn, who died at an early age, inject a steroid into his leg.
Mr. Shorter, who is now chairman of the United States Anti-Doping Agency,
which performs drug tests for Olympic-related sports, said that before the 1972
Olympics, he attended an Olympic team meeting where American athletes were
cautioned not to take steroids because they did not work. "I was sitting in the
back of the room with the weight guys, and they were laughing," he said. "They
literally had `before' and `after' pictures with them."
Drugs came later to women's sports. In East Germany and other Eastern bloc
countries, female swimmers and other athletes were secretly taking steroids in
the 1960's, but almost no female athletes elsewhere were using them.
Jan Todd of the University of Texas at Austin became a competitive lifter in
the 1970's when she married Terry Todd and began tagging along when he went to
gyms. "I got caught up in this quest for strength," she said. Soon she was
smashing world records. By the 1980's, however, many female weight lifters had
begun taking steroids. Ms. Todd, who refused, saw her lifting career come to an
end.
"She trained harder than anyone I've ever seen," Terry Todd said. But he
added: "No matter how hard she trained, it was a foregone conclusion that these
other women were going to catch her, and they did. It's frustrating. It takes
the fun out of the sport."
One female power lifter, Tam Thompson, told Mr. Todd, in an interview he
recorded on April 15, 1986, that she had begun taking drugs because she thought
other women were taking them.
Eventually, Ms. Thompson said, her voice deepened "and I noticed these
strange hairs showing up. I thought, `Well, that's no big deal. A hair here, a
hair there. Big deal. I can live with it.' The next cycle it got worse. But by
then, I figured the damage had already been done, and I went ahead with the full
cycle of steroids because I had a meet coming up." She added, "I've been off the
drugs almost two years now, but I still have to shave every day."
As steroid use seeped into sports and bodybuilding, historians say, muscles
became more desirable for ordinary men and women. Steroids were classified a
controlled substance by Congress in 1990, but cultural change made them seem
more appealing.
Men, Mr. Fair said, became entranced with Arnold Schwarzenegger and began
craving big, hard bodies. Women, who had been barred from weight-lifting rooms,
found that the doors had opened with the passage of Title IX, the 1973 law that
required universities receiving federal funds to provide women with equal access
to athletic facilities.
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Now, Dr. Pope of Harvard said, the transformation is everywhere. Women in the
centerfolds of men's magazines are increasingly muscular. Male models in
advertisements and on magazine covers increasingly appear shirtless, muscles
bulging.
Even G.I. Joe was affected. "G.I. Joe in the 1960's used to be perfectly
ordinary looking," Dr. Pope said. But over the years, he added, the action
figure pumped up.
The Black Market Illegal to Sell, but Easy to Find
Cy Willson wanted testosterone, and he wanted his health insurer to pay for
it the pure drug, produced for human and not veterinary use, could cost $20 a
month for the dose he wanted. So he needed a prescription. But the only approved
use is for people with demonstrated testosterone deficiencies.
So Mr. Willson, a 21-year-old student at a large Midwestern university, set
out to give himself a deficiency. In the April 2001 issue of Testosterone
magazine, in an article titled "Your Doctor, Your Dealer," he explained how he
did it what symptoms to feign, what to eat (very little, and no carbohydrates
or fat), what to drink (beer) and whether to exercise (yes, twice a day). A
little sleep deprivation also helps, he wrote.
Mr. Willson says his testosterone levels plummeted and he got his
prescription. He says he is taking testosterone "for aesthetic purposes,"
explaining that he gained 20 pounds of muscle.
How good is his scheme? "It is unproven, " said Dr. Blackman of the National
Institutes of Health. But, he added, "each of those manipulations excesses of
diet, exercise and alcohol, as well as sleep deprivation can lower
testosterone levels."
For those who do not want to use such tactics, illicit sources of the drugs
are easy to find. "It is sold by dealers, it is sold in gyms, it is sold over
the Internet," said Dr. Charles E. Yesalis, a professor of health and human
development at Pennsylvania State University and the author of the book
"Anabolic Steroids in Sports and Exercise."
Some visit pharmacies. An American man in his 30's was recently spotted at a
pharmacy in Tijuana, paying $258 for two small packets of Sostenon, an anabolic
steroid. Others go to veterinary supply stores for drugs made for horses (their
effects on humans have not been studied). At Viva Tijuana, a shopping center a
two-minute walk from the border that has 40 pharmacies, PharmVet appears to be a
pet-supply store. But a closer look reveals rows of anabolic steroids, made in
Australia and Mexico.
Other people buy supplements that purport to have the same effects as
steroids. Whether this is true is not known, said Dr. Paul Coates, director of
the Office of Dietary Supplements at the National Institutes of Health. "There
are a lot of anecdotes that support both benefits and harms," Dr. Coates said.
"Is that evidence? That's what we're dealing with."
The result has been subcultures of American society where, with a wink and a
nod, men, and some women, routinely take the drugs. Some, Dr. Pope said, are
models in fitness magazines or trainers in gyms, who insist that they got their
bodies just by hard work. Some are gay men who may have started taking anabolic
steroids to combat the muscle wasting and low energy that can result from an
H.I.V. infection or antiviral drugs. With steroids, many hope to hide signs of
the disease with muscles that suggest they are bursting with health.
In the mid-1980's, they began showing up at gyms with heavily gay clienteles:
men with gaunt cheeks and sunken eyes, but large pectoral muscles and a network
of bulging veins.
With No Answers on Risks, Steroid Users Still
Say 'Yes'
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"I'm a poz hunk," Steve Bolerjack wrote in Poz, a magazine for people
who are H.I.V. positive, describing his regimen of weight lifting and
steroids to counter the skeletal look that can come from H.I.V. He said
he initially obtained a prescription for steroids because he was
concerned about his low energy, but found that the steroids gave him a
look that drew a lot of compliments.
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But the look a sculptured body, zero fat, shaved chest has also
drawn some derision. People with a body that looks chemically enhanced
are often disparagingly called Chelsea Boys, a reference to the
Manhattan neighborhood with a large gay population.
"We struggle with it all the time," said Dr. Steve Becker, a San
Francisco doctor who primarily treats H.I.V.-positive patients. "It's
common to prescribe steroids as a way to counteract wasting. But I draw
the line at giving them for purely cosmetic reasons."
Rumors of steroid use persist in all sports. Major League baseball
will begin testing for it next year.
For athletes, the mixed messages are all too clear. Sports fans do
not want to see smaller, slower linemen and backs in football or snooze
through the 150th-fastest running of the 100 meters at the next
Olympics, Dr. Yesalis said. "They don't give a damn. They just want to
be entertained."
In Search of the Truth The Street Word and the Textbooks
Shalender Bhasin, the endocrinologist, used to think he knew all about
anabolic steroids. He knew what was in the textbooks and the medical
journals, which was very different from the word on the street.
He knew that the folklore said the drugs increased muscle mass. "The
scientific opinion was that that was hogwash," Dr. Bhasin said. The
folklore said higher doses produced greater effects. He did not believe
it. The textbooks told him there was no evidence for that notion.
Then he did some research and found out that the scientists were
wrong on all counts. The more he studied the drugs, the more he found
himself confirming the street wisdom and not the medical textbooks.
"I must say I am humbled," Dr. Bhasin said. Now, he said, he has
learned not just that testosterone works, but how. It appears to act on
immature cells that could develop into either fat cells or muscle cells.
Under the influence of testosterone, they choose the path leading to
muscle.
Testosterone also produces characteristic body changes, Dr. Pope
said, with the most marked muscle growth in the upper body and the
biceps. Dr. Pope has published photographs of men who did not use
anabolic steroids and grew as big as possible without them, and of men
who used them. His goal, he says, is to show what a steroid-enhanced
body looks like as a way to discourage use of the drug.
"It's the lying that really gets to me," Dr. Pope said. "I'll give a
lecture and show a photograph of some huge bodybuilder and someone will
say, `Do you think he took steroids?' I'll say, `Do you think World War
II really happened?' "
But scientists say their ignorance about the array of anabolic drugs
and their effects remains huge. Some of the drugs can lower levels of
HDL cholesterol, the type that normally protects against heart disease.
A lower HDL level may lead to an increased risk of heart attack and
stroke. They may fuel the growth of some cancers, particularly those of
the prostate. They suppress the body's own sex hormone production, which
can cause infertility in people who are taking the drugs. But no one has
done a long-term study of people who took huge doses of anabolic drugs,
and for the most part, no one knows what medical problems the drugs may
cause or how likely they are.
Even less is known about the nutritional supplements that are
advertised as mimicking the effects of drugs like testosterone. In fact,
only now is a study being conducted to see if any of these supplements
increase muscle size. It is a study of guinea pigs.
Dr. Steven B. Heymsfield of St. Luke's-Roosevelt Hospital in New
York, who is conducting the study, explained that male guinea pigs have
a huge jaw muscle, but that the muscle shrinks if they are castrated. If
the castrated animals are given testosterone, their jaw muscle grows
back. Dr. Heymsfield's experiment is to give castrated male guinea pigs
various supplements that are said to be as powerful as testosterone and
see what happens to the jaw muscle. He will be testing a tiny fraction
of the supplements on the market.
"There are thousands of them," Dr. Heymsfield said. "They make these
extraordinary claims, and they probably are right. But the actual
scientific literature is extraordinarily thin. You find, like, five
papers, and they are not well done."
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